Essay:Mine

     My name is Nur Haziqah Binti Ahmad. I was born on 19 June 1998. During my past time, I love watching Korean drama. My favourite actor is Lee Min Ho, a Korean star. When I was in primary school, my ambition is to become an actress in a Korean drama. However, when I grow up, the ambition changes by time.

     I went to a religious school when I was in secondary school. I learnt a lot of new things about life. Some of the lessons are from the books and teachers. However, some of them are beyond the textbooks, especially the lessons about life in reality.

      During school life, I also explore a lot of new experience and guidelines about how to live well. These experiences taught me that sometimes life itself is not fair enough and beyond our expectations. It doesn’t always give is rainbow. Just like our earth, sometimes its rainy and sometimes its sunny. Some goes to our lives, I learned that we can’t expect too much, ever after we have work hard for it.

      I have my own dreams. I wish to have the whole word but at the same time I also know my limits. When I sat for my SPM in 2015, I targeted to have at least 5As, but it turned out that I scored without any A. However, I am grateful for what I have scored. The ambitions to become a teacher which I set in secondary school drastically change in line to the result that I scored in SPM.

      Right after SPM, I have no more ambition to reach. Sometimes I do feel like a loser because I give up hope easily. I can’t further study like other friends do. However, the desire to become a teacher is still inside me. I keep it to myself since there is no offer letter to any of the college or university.

       Last month, I was  as happy as a lark. I received an offer letter from KPTM (Kolej Poly-tech Mara) to futher study in Diploma in Early Education for Children (Diploma Pendidikan Awal Kanak-Kanak). The school is just a stone throw from my in Pasir Puteh. The college is in Kota Bharu. Thank you Allah for providing me ways and open the door that lead me to become a teacher.

       If my ambition to become a teacher is granted, in 3 years time I will graduate and get my diploma. Five years from now, I strongly believe that I am going to be a dedicated pre-school teacher. Then, I will further study to degree level and upgrade myself in 10 years time from now. I believe that before my age touches 40, I will have my own established nursery for pre-school children. I believe in myself! May Allah ease my way. Amin.

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